Pride, Humility, Family or Airing Dirty Laundry?

“Why are you selling and moving house?”

Our public sharing of this intent has sparked some open questions by some and perhaps even some behind the back questions by others… What am I on about? Well recently over the whole “house” episode (not the TV series about a doctor) about us looking to sell and buy a place, especially me posting our marketing video on YouTube over on Facebook, has sparked questions. These questions are both internal (in my head) and external (asked by people I love). Questions like, “why did you post this online? People might think you’re proud.” or “why share your intentions to move and its associating issues and concerns to others? why do you air these dirty laundry openly?”

While I am still 50/50 on these things. The title of this post is a mixed set of emotions and questions I have raised within myself about these things sparked by someone bringing these to my attention. What are these things? These things are like:

  • Telling others our intentions to move and why
  • Admitting on FB or at church about our weaknesses and sins in our lives
  • Lead on from the above, to ask people and our church family openly to pray for us in our times of need and issues.
  • Sharing the joy and happiness of life with FB friends through posts and at bible study meetings
  • You get the picture?…

When you struggle with pride as much as I have, it is quite a battle to stop yourself post something on FB and catch yourself right after hitting “post” to realise that what I post in my sheer joy/amusement/happiness could go across the inter-web and arrive at the other end seemingly boastful and proud. With that many “political business rules” I’ve built up since my Chinese/Singaporean heritage, although my “filters” are not working well, they are there. Always watching, always making sure I don’t say something to offend someone because someone else may think its something else about this someone else on this seemingly related issue about this… Anyway, I’m digressing…

Now back to the prideful post bit. Here’s another one: “Why did I post this weakness of my pride and sins for the world to see?” “Why air the dirty laundry using this very post?”

Well, here are 3 reasons why I think its alright to air our dirty laundry. Controlled of course! Not everything. But why some can be “aired”.

  1. Humility exercised – Although I AM struggling with the prideful posts, I think speaking openly about sins and weaknesses for the purpose of asking the Church family to pray for you is a good thing. I call it the Guard-against-being-a-pharisee technique. By getting others to be your accountability partners, it guards you from pride or keeps you “human”. Constantly attuned to your sins and telling others about it protects you from the delusions and from developing pharisee complex.
  2. To manifest/magnify God’s glory – You can do this a number of ways. By edifying others, by using your post or public declarations to open the door to gospel sharing (I’ve done that with my house thing 3 times now!) and lastly through our weakness, God can be glorified. Taking our house thing for example. We had so many let downs and disappointments with our plans so much so that we were able to learn true obedience, faithful prayer and submission to God’s plans. When we did this, it was then perfect and beautiful! God’s plans started to unfold. It was then irrefutably His. We cannot claim it as our doing, because to us it was NOT possible. But He made the impossible possible! Now I have another full blog post (next time) about this journey and a proper testimony about His goodness because of this House thing.
  3. To live like a Church family – We use this term “Church family” a lot. We know in our heads that we have a Heavenly Father, the God head. We are saved through Jesus His son, our co-heir. And we know we are sealed and made His promised sons and daughters through the Holy Spirit. We read about it. We hear about it in sermons, we study it (even in camp!). But you know what? Sadly, most Christians don’t really practice it! Most don’t live like we have and are part of a Church family. We go to church, we smile, we talk small talk, we leave… Like meeting friends to do a hobby called Christianity. I don’t know about you, but to me “family” means we support, love, serve, cry, laugh, learn and fight with each other all the same! If blood family does this naturally, IMHO the Church family should do more of it!

So please…. The next time I post or say something to you about my personal life. Don’t see it as pride or airing laundry. Most of you are my Church family. Others of you, I’m working hard to MAKE you my Church family. I share part of my life with you so you can share in my joy, amusement, excitement, sadness, fear and amazement at God’s goodness. I do this as a fellow member or soon-to-be member of my family, God’s family, nothing more.

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